Boys cant become men until they are ready.

Well this week started off pretty shitty I must admit. I thought it was actually gonna be great especially on Monday. So as usual we had our meeting and did the cleaning. I got special chats reinstated. Special chats are what I have called them. Because we used to be able to move around with a laptop chat cam. That stopped after ppl kept breaking it. So now we use our own computers if we want to do a chat room a different room. We get one a week. This is a great thing one because I know a lot of members missed the bubble bath chats I did. Also my shower dances. So thats def a win for THE GAY REAL WORLD. I did a test run not during my chat time to see how it worked. It worked out great. I later ended up at Wes's which is like my sister now and his mom my mom. Now things get a little depressing. Brian's Birthday was on Tuesday. So I need up going over on Monday night ARRIVING AT 12:02 Tuesday morning. 2 mins into his birthday. I bought him flowers and a gift. We snuggled on the sofa watching TV which was bliss. Then it was time to go lay down and things changed :(. He just decided that we were moving to fast and that we should be friends only. I was so beyond hurt it wasn't funny. So that morning I left and went to Wes's to rest better since I slept horrible next to a guy who didn't want to be with me anymore. Got up and met everyone at Ybor for the The Gay Real World video shoot.  Got that down which was fun was my first video shoot for the site since they started it. I went back to Wes's and chilled there for my last day off. Well Thursday was interesting because I ended up going to Wes's after my chat just to chill with him and Momma Bev. I get pulled over because the CBL cars tag had expired. Well I wasn't gonna drive back to CBL after just getting a warning. Wes was going to drive me the next morning back to cbl to get the sticker but Wes was loopy for pain meds for his tooth so he couldn't drive. So I drove the CBL car home chancing it. It was better to do in daylight than early morning. This means I missed curfew. I got in trouble so I cant drive for a week. Well on the plus side Vayne ended up coming over Friday and me and him made up as we should been friends too long. We went out to Ybor with Wes had a blast and then I came home. Where I ended up staying up all night because a couple of old friends from Orlando happen to be in town and decided to come over.  we hung out and chatted for hrs and hrs. We all decided to go to Flamingos for a couple hrs before I had to get back for chat. It was fun but hot as hell. I loved seeing my good friends that havent seen in a long while it did me some good. I got home did my chat was in a great bubbly mood. Matt joined for a few so we could do some beer tastings. 3 out of the 4 Beers were good enough for me to drink. The 4th was gosh awful. Thats my week in a nut shell besides a few dramatic drama times with Jeff which was stupid to begin with. Like my heading says Boys cant become men til they are ready. Im a man i have change over a long period of time. Some of the others need to step back and look at themselves because the face the show to everyone is that of a childish boy without any hint of a man.