I have to move on

So this week brought me sadness more than I thought it would. It also brought me fun and a refreshing mini vacation. So lets get right into what has happen to me this week. As everyone knows and most likely feels the same as I do about it. Adam left Tuesday around noon. It was really hard to watch him leave me, but we both knew it was for the best because he wasn't happy here and we wasn't working out so no reason for him to stay. He said I was the only reason he stayed as long as he had in the first place. So he left and it was really hard I almost cried, but I was strong and pushed on. After Adam left I started getting things together to go to Orlando of a mini three day vacation. So I get everything ready before I headed to get my friend from Clear water to go with me. Yes the friend was my Mattie he came with me. No he wasn't my date and no we didn't do anything besides just sleep in the same bed. We jammed out to Britney's new album Femme Fatale all the way there. Finally get there to my friend Amy's house. Most everyone knows Amy she was the girl that came and got me the first time I left. So we was going to go out but decided to stay in and rest from all the driving. We drank a little bit smoked k2 watched movies and went to bed around 4. Get up the next day do a little shopping at the mall and eating and come back and start getting ready to go to out to Pulse. I dress my best friend up Andrea amy's Daughter. We finally get there start mingling with my friends and dancing we stay til like 2 in the morning then leave go home and have fun. We had so much fun laughing and hanging out. Next day we get up and decide to head to the beach. We go get drinks and food before leaving. Get there tan and just relax. We leave to go home and get ready for Revolution. We have fun I got to see all my friends we leave go home to get rest before I had to come back. I get back after dropping off Mattie. So coming back was so hard to do. As soon as I walked in I felt so sad I knew Adam wasn't going to be here but it was finally real that I would be here without him. I did cry a little bit in chat but thats it. I try to be strong for myself so I can move on. So I did my chat and me Charlie and Vayne went to Ybor to go out. We had loads of fun came back and just chilled. Saturday was relax day for me and thats about it. I will see you guys next week