WOW...What a week!!!

Well this week has been very busy for me. I have been going non stop since I have been back to CBL. If I am not doing something with Zac then I am doing stuff around the house. Anyways I know I mentioned this in chat and in my video dairies that well me and Jayy the guy from Blood on the Dance Floor aren't talking anymore which kinda sucks because I liked him. Oh well boys come and go like always. Come to think of it last few guys have been this way. I think I need to stop being so nice and sweet to these guys and play hard to get. So onto to other news. I hoping in a couple of weeks I will be able to get my car with money my mother is sending me. If i get the car then I will be able to so much more here and be able to maybe find a guy better. So me and Zac have started to work out in the mornings together. I am aiming to get my body in shape and toned before summer. Thats my goal right now better body for the summer. Well you guys have noticed a difference in me since I have been back. I have change and matured in just a short period of time. I am back to being fun and loving like I used to be. You guys have seen that I now get up early and start my day off doing things with Zaccie. I don't lay around the house or sleep past noon anymore. So another new piece of news is I got a TATTOO this week or rather last week. I got a tattoo on my lower back. The tattoo is of a star with a music note in the middle of it and it looks amazing. The place and design fits my personality as well as my body. If you guys are wondering why I chose it then its because I love music and dance as everyone knows. Stars are one of my favorite things cause I feel like ab star shining in my on way. If anyone is also wondering what is going on with me and Mattie thats not the ex manager either. Well I talk to him,but not sure where me and him stand. I am not sure in Mattie is interested or not. He could just be playing hard ti get cause it hard to get any vibes from him like that. Well I am not sure that there is much more to say about this week. I look forward to the next 6 months here. Love all you guys.