I'M BACK!!!!

So guess what people I'm back at CBL and I couldn't be happier. I have Been in Orlando since I left and been doing great. I got a job even though they wasn't working me much I still was working. I got to go out and party with my friends and roomies. I had my Birthday while I was gone on the day after Thanksgiving. It was really fun got drunk and danced and just was myself. Well I was kinda missing it here so I called Zac and asked him could I come back. He told me that he would ask the members and the boys and see what their thoughts were. So I didn't know they answer yet. I came down to visit the thursday before Christmas and was told 2 days later that if I could put the bed in my old room together I could be a CBL Boy again. It was so hard putting that thing together so many parts and no instructions on how. I met the app who was really weird and different but I had to give him one thing he could sing and play the guitar. So I have been here having fun and being more productive during the day. I get up earlier and do things. Well my bad luck with boys continued when they first night i came back to visit Josh2 came over. Well we talked, cuddled, and played around. I liked him. Well after that night he was sick for a week and I checked on him every day even invited him over so I could take care of him. Finally the day he gets better I invited him over and he tells me he has plans with his ex. What a bummer so Josh2 was out. I am still friends with Mattie just in case you guys don't know which one I am referring to it's the boy me and CJ fought over. Well when I cam e back me and him made out at the club one night and I figured I would go after him again. Well that is harder said than done cause either he isn't interested or playing really hard to get LOL. Well 2010 was coming to a end and we made plans to have a party here at the CBL house. The plans changed cause of our friends Blood on the Dance Floor couldn't make it out here but invited us up there. I was so looking forward to meeting Jayy lead vocalist of the band. Well all is alright and then the Zac car breaks what a Bummer right so we all spent the New Year home. On the bright side of that Jayy tweeted me his number and I was talking to him and got him to agree to letting me and Zac come get him. So my first impression of him was he is kinda mean , but I soon found out he actually liked me and thought I was beautiful and just didn't know how to act around me. That made me feel really good about myself. I ended up staying at Zac's that night with Jayy we Cuddled and watched movies even kissed. He was really sweet and romantic kissing my shoulders and lips and his hands never even went pass my waist. So I guess I am talking to Jayy now cause he actually shows interest in me. This weekend was the best and most tiring in a long time. THIS NEW YEAR IS GOING TO BE GREAT I CAN SEE IT!!!!!!