Sex, Dramas, and Fun.

Okay so this week has been really long and drama filled to say the least. The week started out good with all of us getting along great, us meaning Me, Robbie, and Matt. We hung out with each other and was getting ready for the arrival of new CBL Boy Ben. Well Wednesday came and we did alittle extra cleaning for Ben to come home to a nice clean place. I was really excited as you all know that been was coming cause we had been talking about it in chats, podcast, and gossip. Well along with the arrival of Ben, Rich and ex-cbl-M A T T came down as well to spice up our cbl life. We got liquor for the night and everyone started drinking. The got very interesting from that point on with everyone getting drunk and being gay and bitchy us guys started getting heated with one another. Like Ex Matt and new Matt having rude comments to one another as well as Ben and ex Matt. Well as the night went on Me and Robbie got into a text fight cause he was flirting with Ben and attached to him like glue. I was not happy seeing how everyone here knew I had been waiting on him to get here and being drunk didn't help it much. Well on another note ex-Matt likes me and I kinda like him except for his bitchyness and drinking he really is a sweet guy. He was told by my ex roommate Draw that I really like him so he came down thinking that he would have me to himself. Well he was kinda mad or jealous of the fact that I liked Ben and wasn't flirting with him as much. Later that night when everyone went to bed I stayed up for a few talking to ex Matt and he asked could he sleep in my bed because Rich snores to loud, I said yea and as you can imagine we need up having sex. This time I was safe and had fun and didn't feel bad about it. Next day we all was recovering from drinking hanging out and doing our new group photo shoot. We as in Me, Matt, and Ben signed or contracts as well. Later that night we all got ready to go out on our first club night as a cbl group. We had a blast dancing and laughing all that is except ex Matt he didn't feel so good. Its a fun night and i was loving it. we left the club and headed to the traditional Waffle House after club thing. We got tables and laughed with our waitress. A little time went by and we noticed Robbie had been gone for a little to long as I went out to check on him followed by Ben. Robbie was really upset and crying we tried to comfort him as best we could I hated seeing that it was really upsetting. Den mm rich is the one that came to the rescue. We ate our yummy food and headed home to get rest. Robbie end up asking me and Ben to cuddle with him until he fell asleep so we did. They ended up falling asleep and me i went to my own bed. Next day Matt and Rich left and the real DRAMA began. After having a talk with Robbie during my podcast about how it made me feel that he was flirting with Ben knowing how I felt he apparently was making out during my chat time which made everyone in chat turn there attention to them. I was so upset with Robbie that entire night. Later I comforted him about it and was like your doing this in front of me and know I am upset after we just had a chat about it. Well that chat ended up going sour and some of the members wasn't helping it by saying i was upset that Ben liked Robbie more. Well of course I was jealous but thats not what I was upset about I was more upset that I thought Robbie was my friend and we talked about it he wouldn't do it again and he did. It was more of a friend betrayal thats what made me so upset. I was getting so upset that I almost wanted to leave CBL. I had one last conversation with Robbie and we put this behind us and went to bed. Well I ended up in bed with Matt doing things again. Robbie and Ben ended up doing it in the chat room the next day and of course you could imagine I was a little jealous but, not mad or upset cause its just sex thats it. We needed up all being in my first hour of chat dancing and having a great time like nothing had ever happened. after my chat of dancing and old school music with the members I got ready to go out for a night of fun with the guys. We went to G-Bar and started dancing and ended up all going out on our on where i found a gorgeous boy that had been staring at me all night but, living up to my nickname the Venus Fly Trap of Sex I waited til he came up to me to snap my trap LMAO!!!! Well we made out and danced and then I had to leave and didn't get to take him with me which sucked. Well Ben had a bad night cause he feels he isn't hot or something cause all that hits on him are ugly old men and thats it. we comforted him and left him to get rest I felt so bad for Ben i hate when people are upset it was me sad. But thats was my week and trust I hope it doesn't get to much more dramatic than that after this cause thats to much.