Whoa!! What a Week.

Well this week as been very drama filled as have the past few weeks. Since CJ has arrived it has not been the same to say the least. CJ certainly mixed things up around here in CBL. Well lets dive in to my week and let me lay it out for you guys. So I have decided to give my two weeks noticed into Zac as you all know I made the announcement on Tuesday night in my chat. Now its official I am leaving after I told Zac on Wednesday during the meeting. Guys don't worry this isn't the last you will see of me I am leaving on good terms so I will be doing guest chats and still coming down to CBL every now and then. I am going back to live in Orlando with my best friend and to live a life that isn't as boring everyday and I can actually do something everyday. So lets talk about why I am leaving now my reason is actually something I am going to stand by whether people agree or not its not their choice and they don't know how it makes me truly feel. So okay guys this is what went down from the past week and a half. I have been talking to this guy named Matt and have been for about two weeks. Well the other week when me and Cj went out together he was coming there to meet me and dance. So I was the polite guy and introduced him to Cj. Well that Thursday after Cj went to home after the bathouse back to Orlando he apparently hung out with Matt at the club cause he saw him. CJ also gave him his number and made the effort to talk to him more than a friend. So when Cj comes back Sunday that week he tell me he is just going to hang with him that's it. Well he lied to me cause I found out he went on a date with him. So this is where I am mad and pissed. A "friend" isn't suppose to go after a guy you are interested in in any way shape or form. So Cj in his defense says well you haven't even been talking to him that long. Well my response is that it shouldn't matter if i was talking to him for a day a friend isn't suppose to go after him knowing I like him. So some of the members want to say that I did the same thing to been but I didn't its not the same at all. What happened between me and Cj was just sex. Ben had his chance and chose to answer a call form a ex that he said he doesn't even like. If Ben wanted CJ so bad he wouldn't have answered. Now back to what I was saying some of the members agree with me and some don't. So this week ended me finding out that Matt told CJ to basicly get lost cause from what Matt told me he saw what Cj was doing and isn't into games. Well this why I am leaving and its not cause of cbl its because I don't think i could live in the house with him without it being soooo intense. So besides that thats all I can say about why I am leaving. Well we recently had a app named Effrian. He was super cool and fun. He got into cbl very quickly adn wasn't that shy about it. I am hoping he makes the cute but if not I will def stay in contact with him. So there you have it guys my week of DRAMA once again.

A better week,

This week has been better for sure. It started off boring, but it got better on Tuesday. Me and CJ went out together to G bar to have some fun because of being bored. We asked the others if they wanted to go Ben said no and Robbie was said sure if you want to carry me to the car after my chat so we thought that was a no. so we left apparently he was kiddingand really wanted to go. Well nedless to say he deffinitly over reacted about the whole thing. I thought he was being really childish but he had is own fun giving Ben his first facial. Well me and Cj met ex cblDakota at the club. he was a very interesting person. I will say one thing he did not shut up at all. Well as the night goes on dakota signs me up for the Strip contest which Ididnt really feel like doing but did it anyways. Well I won it eventhoughI thought for sure I wouldn't. I got a $100 bar tab in which I couldnteven use. Well that was until Dakota took me to the bathroom and gave me his 21 band so I could drink. I drink a good bit before I left enough to get me tipsy. We got home and went to bed, I slept ok that night but had bad nightmares. So as you guys alll know there is no more Colby. Colby won't ever be back because he cares more about what his friends think of him and not what he feels for me. I have to say I am still sad that I don't get to be with him anymore but I guess I dont really need someone like that anyways. So I have been talking to another guy and I hope it goes somewhere if not thats ok. Well Wednesday was a big day and the house was totally full. We had the new app in and he is really cool. His first night here was a blast they got drunk and wrestle all over the place. We had a amazing time at waffle house afterwards. Well I knew we had to be up at 10 the next morning to do podcast before we headed to the bathhouse for our photoshoots. Well because of Cj and Eff I didnt get to sleep until after 6. So at 10 when I got up I was beyond tired. SO we spent all day at the bathhouse doing photoshoots walking around town shopping. Well I was last to chat that night at 10 while everyone else headed to the club without me. When I got finish I went and danced my night away til like 2 we all packed up and left. We went to waffle House for food and then to hoe after 4 I didnt get to bed until 5. So because of the lack of sleep I was extremely sick on Friday. I hated the feeling. I had to even give up the rest of my chat to Ben because of how awful I was feeling. I took medicine for it and pasted out. Well Saturday I felt a little better and got to hang with garrison the guy Cj likes. Now for everyone to know CJ gave my number to Garrison so he could come hangout cause he was bored. Well me and Garrison ended up going to go get food cause we were hungry. Well that ended up being a big ole mess. Cj was over reacting about it and it just caused unwanted dramam for all 3 of us that I was not cool with. Well I am glad Cj called and apologized later that night so me and him are still friends. Sunday was the same ole same ole. Cleaning and getting all this work done before the end of the day. Which I did now I am getting ready for the 2nd View with everyone hope u guys enjoy it.

UGHHH!!!

Well this week was better than last I can say that for sure. Last week was terrible. All that drama with CJ and Colby then my dads situation. I hated last week with a passion. This week was better though I am over the whole CJ thing and me and him are friends. I still don't agree with his and Robbie's choices, but everyone makes mistakes I did. I made up with Colby as everyone knows when he came back Tuesday. I gave him his flowers and he loved them. He told me that he missed me and that made my day I smiled again. He was just trying to put me through it for hurting him the way I did. I cant blame him for doing it either. I missed him like crazy and was so good to hold him and kiss him again. Well Wednesday Zac came down and CJ came here late Tuesday night. Well drama came with CJ. He ended up in Robbie's bed and I had told Robbie not to put himself in that position. He did it anyway I was really disappointed in him. Well we started our usual routine on Wednesday with the meeting with Zac and Jinx on the Cam. We learned that we have a trip coming up and we don't know what it is til the day we go. I am super excited to see what Zac has planned for us. I am thinking its a trip to Wet and Wild that would be fun. I really have no idea though. After our meeting me Ben and Zac went to Wal-mart to go do a little shopping. I did my chat that night with Colby in it with me. After my Chat we decided to go out and go to Ybor. We went out only for a short period of time, but during that short period Colby got really drunk. We came back and ended up in the cold pool. I got out and ended up in the bath alone I was kinda upset that he didn't join me. He was having a heart to heart with Robbie apparently about CJ. After that He laid on the couch and I did my best to take care of his sweet self and put him to bed. He had to get up and go to school that morning so Thursday i was off chat so I did mostly nothing. we ended up going out Thursday night like always I had fun cause for once I had someone that could dance almost as good as I could. CJ can dance and is not afraid to get on stage with me. We had fun they all ended up going to Castle but I stayed at The social and dance with my other friends. It was so much fun even though I wished Colby was there. Friday Colby came back other and we spent the day with each other all day. It was nice to just be around him. I want to tell you guys how he makes me feel even though I have only known him a short time. His smile is so sweet and beautiful and he likes me for me. He likes to be around me and even though I hurt him he trust me me still. His jokes and remarks are so funny. I love that he likes to wrestle and get down and dirty. He is just as romantic as me and that's why I am so attracted to him. So as of Saturday night my day had gone really good. Me and Robbie had a blast in his chat and was covered in chocolate syrup dancing. We ended up going out to the club to celebrate his tips he got. While at the club I got a text from Colby saying he was never coming to CBL again because his friends were treating him bad just cause he came here. My heart kinda sunk. I have tried talking him into not caring what others think but I guess that's not going to happen I feel so hurt that I tried to make up with him and got him back in my arms just for him to be ripped away again. It really sucks and I really hate it. I cried in chat today because of it I just can't stand the thought of not getting to see his face and smile anymore. I hoping he may change his mind. I am JUST HOPING FOR IT!!!!!!! =(

What have I done?

Well this week as been very horrible to say the least. I did somethings I am not proud of and I regret it. Well the week started off just fine after a amzing weekend and week before that. I finally found someone that I might want to date. You all know his name and like him its Colby of course. We had amazing weekend with each other at Ybor for pride. Well during this week Ben had his friend CJ come over. Well while in my chat CJ comes in and starts massaging me and then it turns into kissing from there I end up getting topped by him. Well the sex was not that good cause he was my concerned at what angle the camera was at than pleasing me. Afterwards I felt so guilty even though me and Colby wasn't dating I still felt as if I had just cheated. So as soon as I got clean I called Colby and told him to come over that we needed to talk. He got here and I sat in his car and told him straight up that I had sex with someone else. Well someone had already told Colby this before he even got there, but he wanted to see what I was going to say and if I was going to try and lie which I didn't. Colby was hurt and angry. I was hurting knowing I hurt him like I did. I have always been the one that has been the one hurt never did I think I would be the one that would be hurting someone as amazing as Colby. So I was so depressed that I did it to him. He ended up going home after I told him, but came back and stayed with me. The only reason I still might have a chance with him is because I told him the truth. So after that he came back over on Wednesday. He joined me in chat before he left for Orlando. After He left one member kept picking at me knowing that I was already upset for what I had done that he wanted to fuel the fire. I ended up crying in chat yes I cried in chat. Well Colby hasn't been back since Wednesday he told me that he just needs time to think and be by myself away from me. So as you guys can imagine I am really sad and down for this. Well Thursday Rich took me and Ben to Busch Gardens to ave fun. It was really fun but I didn't have as much fun as I could have if I didn't have Colby on my mind the whole time. Well the Friday was my day off and all I did is Sleep I really didn't want to even get out of bed cause I just feel like a complete fuck up. Saturday just did it for me its like the world wanted to make my last day of the week as sad an d depressing as it could. I got a phone call from my Maw Maw my dads mom and was told my dad was in a wreck and would never walk again. She was just telling me all the things that was going on with him and I just broke down. I thought to myself why me and at that moment I didn't have anyone to comfort me or at least the person that i really wanted to be here with me COLBY. So I cried for like 2 hours. As of right now I am just really Blah and in a dazed state. I hope everything gets better I really can't take much more sad news. Well thats it guys for this week of my life. See you next week. PRAY FOR ME.

OH MAMA NOT TO MUCH!!!!

This week has been really fun and entertaining. My week started off by going on a second date with a guy named Tonee it was really nice and I enjoyed it. I had Monday and Tuesday off spent Monday night with Tonee. We drank and laugh played board games watched movies it was really fun. We and Tonee cuddle that night, but we didn't do anything I hate to burst your bubble guys lol. He brought me home that after noon where I slept that entire day. Wednesday Zac, Jinx, and Jonathan all came up we had a busy day ahead of us. We had the meeting and we played games. Zac and Jonathan fixed the dryer so it would dry better which meant Jonathan was on the roof. It was so funny watching Jonathan on the roof haha. Later that night jinx invited one of her friends over named Colby. We all started drinking and laughing. It started getting entertaining when Ben was overly drunk. He was just being silly and stupid to say the least. He wanted Jonathan to suck his balls cause of something Jonathan had said previously. Jonathan to this chance to mess with Ben. He had Ben trim his bush and was going to have him soak his nuts in Bleach. Ben wanted Jonathan to suck s his balls so bad he went on about it all night. Well then Matt wanted to get in on the fun so he started leading Ben around on a leash made from his belt LMAO. They made ben try and booty dance which was a hot mess lol. I felt badfor Ben until he started being a little crazy by talking to people in a very bad tone. Well Ben ended up getting emotional and crying and then finally passing out after him and Jonathan started yelling at each other. Well me and Colby started cuddling on the couch then ended up in a candle light bubble bath with soft music. It was so nice and romantic I really enjoyed holding him. after the bath we dryed and went to my bed. We ended up making colby first video which was really funny. colby is a virgin he hasn't had sex with a guy just oral which its so amazing. Colby's personality is stunning he is always smiling which makes me smile and he is sweet and likes me for me.we ended up riding together to the club thursday night but leaving a half hour after we got there cause we really wanted to be alone with each other. we came back to CBL to watch a movie and cuddle on the couch. Ended up making Colby's second video lol. after that we went to sleep colby left for school and my day started we did photoshoots and other things the day before which I think all came out great. Friday ended with me and Colby again cuddling in my bed after having a BBQ at Zac's Tampa apartment. We all went home and got packed and rested for the early trip to Gay Pride In Ybor City. Morning came and everyone was dragging to get things done we left around 10 and the fun began. We got to the hotel checked in and started having our drinks before 8 Jonathan was already Drunk and it was funny has hell. We did the whole Pride expo that was really boring cause there wasn't much to it. Then we went backto the hotel for free time me, Jinx, and Matt went for a dip at the pool. Around 7:30 we all got ready to go eat at Hamburger Mary's which the food and show was amazing, but the service sucked. We headed to Gbar after to dance and party everyone didn't stay put though lol. We ended up going back to the hotel to get ready for the tour of the GAY SPA AND RESORT aka BATHHOUSE. It was really interesting and kinda fun. We got the tour and was told we can come back when we want to later that night. So later after having more drinks Me, Jinx, Robbie, Colby, and Jonathan all went to the bathhouse. we sat in the Hot tub for most the night making fun of everyone, but all in all it was kinda fun. After coming back to the hotel I passed out. we got up today earrly to head back and I naped after I got back thats was about the some of my day here. see you guys next week kiss kiss

Did someone say "SEX"?

What can I say about this week? Well there was still drama in house with boys, but not as much which I am certainly happy about. However there was a lot of shady actions that I don't approve of. So as you all know Robbie and Ben have been continuing there little sexual encounters which amazingly doesn't affect me anymore at all. I lose interest in people that lie a lot and then play the sweet card to look innocent. So speaking of things I don't approve of I didn't approve of some of the choices Robbie made while he has been talking to Mitch, but that's his business not mine. As for Ben I have lost total interest in him as a sexual sense and maybe even as a good now he is just a friend that I need to watch. Anyways this week started off kinda boring blah, but got better when Zac got here and we got our package from Briefs. We all got a pair of undies and a dance cd which I really enjoyed cause I love dancing as you all know. I got to show my ideas for the chat room which everyone really like them. after the meeting everyone was getting ready for chat and what not we decided to go to Wal-mart and do a little shopping again. Matt made us late for Robbie's chat so he had to do it off backpack cam. So after we got things finished Wednesday and got a little bit of rest we started Thursday We got a Claire and a Stripper Pole in the Chat room that I really enjoy as you have seen lol. Also Claire has reached a new level of bitching at us which I think is funny, but others don't. Claire now not only yells at you, but texts you if you don't do you Daily Happenings LMAO. Anyways Thursday was a little busy cause of us not getting to do our podcast until then before some of us had to do our Chats. I asked Robbie the questions this week which was very fun and interesting. We talked about the drama of the past week and his new Bf from what I hear. We also talked about the advice I gave him that seem to help him a little from help from Mitch. But after all the chats were done everyone besides me was getting ready to go out so I had to get on the ball. we all got into very different styles of clothing but was all going to the club for one purpose or another. Zac goes to have fun with the boys. Robbie wants to spend his last night as a single boy playing with whatever he can find thats cute. Ben goes on a hunt for him some meat at first he was only dancing with girls not just any girls but lesbos lol. Matt goes to see the guy he has been chatting with for a bit which I think is really cool of him. I go to see a guy that I talked to on the net which when I met him he wasn't very social so I moved on. I got to meet my friend from Orlando I love him he is so funny and crazy to be around. I started dancing on the stage where a few others were. Well ended up seeing a guy that I talked to on the net a little bit ago. So we started dancing and then kissing which he kissed amazingly well it was time for him to go so I walked him to his car kissed goodbye. Then walked from the club I was at to the club everyone else bounced to well I was lip locking with my new interest. I danced a little bit more before I realized that Robbiew was walking out the club with another guy I didn't approve of this choice but he is in control of his on life. Then I saw Matt making out with his dude I flip around and caught a glance of ben all over some guy. All the CBL boys ot a little lucky that night. So Friday came Zac still here WOW lol. Me, him, and Matt went out to eat while Ben was in chat and Robbie at his other job. We had fun being silly and crazy. came home and started my chat. Well I have been talking to this new guy since club night Thursday. He is really sweet to me and cute is a understatement. Robbie calls him a whore, but I will make my own opinion of him. Saturday was going to be lame so I slept up til my chat cause I had plans to go with the guy after my chat which I did and it was absolutely amazing. we went to his house and sat with two of his friends laughed drinked and made jokes. I have not laughed so hard in a long time. Then his roomie comes in with a guy and goes to his room and they do the nasty which we can hear. It sounded like they were fixing to come through the wall it was so funny. After sobering up for a hr and making out yes thats right we didn't do nothing but make out. We got in the car and held hands all the way home. I kissed him for like 10 mins goodnight lol. Then came in ate and smoked then hoped in bed where I pasted out. Well little to my surprise I happened to get on the cbl page and see that Matt topped Ben I was a little shocked, but seems I am the only one that hasn't had Ben and it will stay that way cause I am totally turn off by Ben now. Well Zac and Matt went to a concert that I really wanted to go to but had to chat. In the end I am glad I didn't go cause I spent it with something much much better. Well Sunday is here cleaning and diaries are being done. It's a start of a new week so I will you Next Sunday. LOVE YA GUYS <3

Sex, Dramas, and Fun.

Okay so this week has been really long and drama filled to say the least. The week started out good with all of us getting along great, us meaning Me, Robbie, and Matt. We hung out with each other and was getting ready for the arrival of new CBL Boy Ben. Well Wednesday came and we did alittle extra cleaning for Ben to come home to a nice clean place. I was really excited as you all know that been was coming cause we had been talking about it in chats, podcast, and gossip. Well along with the arrival of Ben, Rich and ex-cbl-M A T T came down as well to spice up our cbl life. We got liquor for the night and everyone started drinking. The got very interesting from that point on with everyone getting drunk and being gay and bitchy us guys started getting heated with one another. Like Ex Matt and new Matt having rude comments to one another as well as Ben and ex Matt. Well as the night went on Me and Robbie got into a text fight cause he was flirting with Ben and attached to him like glue. I was not happy seeing how everyone here knew I had been waiting on him to get here and being drunk didn't help it much. Well on another note ex-Matt likes me and I kinda like him except for his bitchyness and drinking he really is a sweet guy. He was told by my ex roommate Draw that I really like him so he came down thinking that he would have me to himself. Well he was kinda mad or jealous of the fact that I liked Ben and wasn't flirting with him as much. Later that night when everyone went to bed I stayed up for a few talking to ex Matt and he asked could he sleep in my bed because Rich snores to loud, I said yea and as you can imagine we need up having sex. This time I was safe and had fun and didn't feel bad about it. Next day we all was recovering from drinking hanging out and doing our new group photo shoot. We as in Me, Matt, and Ben signed or contracts as well. Later that night we all got ready to go out on our first club night as a cbl group. We had a blast dancing and laughing all that is except ex Matt he didn't feel so good. Its a fun night and i was loving it. we left the club and headed to the traditional Waffle House after club thing. We got tables and laughed with our waitress. A little time went by and we noticed Robbie had been gone for a little to long as I went out to check on him followed by Ben. Robbie was really upset and crying we tried to comfort him as best we could I hated seeing that it was really upsetting. Den mm rich is the one that came to the rescue. We ate our yummy food and headed home to get rest. Robbie end up asking me and Ben to cuddle with him until he fell asleep so we did. They ended up falling asleep and me i went to my own bed. Next day Matt and Rich left and the real DRAMA began. After having a talk with Robbie during my podcast about how it made me feel that he was flirting with Ben knowing how I felt he apparently was making out during my chat time which made everyone in chat turn there attention to them. I was so upset with Robbie that entire night. Later I comforted him about it and was like your doing this in front of me and know I am upset after we just had a chat about it. Well that chat ended up going sour and some of the members wasn't helping it by saying i was upset that Ben liked Robbie more. Well of course I was jealous but thats not what I was upset about I was more upset that I thought Robbie was my friend and we talked about it he wouldn't do it again and he did. It was more of a friend betrayal thats what made me so upset. I was getting so upset that I almost wanted to leave CBL. I had one last conversation with Robbie and we put this behind us and went to bed. Well I ended up in bed with Matt doing things again. Robbie and Ben ended up doing it in the chat room the next day and of course you could imagine I was a little jealous but, not mad or upset cause its just sex thats it. We needed up all being in my first hour of chat dancing and having a great time like nothing had ever happened. after my chat of dancing and old school music with the members I got ready to go out for a night of fun with the guys. We went to G-Bar and started dancing and ended up all going out on our on where i found a gorgeous boy that had been staring at me all night but, living up to my nickname the Venus Fly Trap of Sex I waited til he came up to me to snap my trap LMAO!!!! Well we made out and danced and then I had to leave and didn't get to take him with me which sucked. Well Ben had a bad night cause he feels he isn't hot or something cause all that hits on him are ugly old men and thats it. we comforted him and left him to get rest I felt so bad for Ben i hate when people are upset it was me sad. But thats was my week and trust I hope it doesn't get to much more dramatic than that after this cause thats to much.

A Interesting WeeK!!!

Ok so alot has happened this past week and I am not sure how it will change CBL hopefully for the good. Well this week started off good with me I was excited that everyone was coming down on Thursday. They came early though and scared me while i was asleep. I woke up to a big black shadow standing over me which was so not funny, but to everyone else my face was priceless. We hung out for a bit and then went swimming early Thursday morning. I got up to go get a hair cut which looks great now. I shopped for a feww things With Jinx and Zac at Wal-Mart. Got new bedding candles for my room and bathroom so I can relax and think better. I love smells.
I loved having Jinx here and the New App Matt is cool. I am sharing a room with Matt thats c to be in the room by myself. I was told I could have Crickets old room, but I want the one with the big tub lol. So Mattie was let go and Robbie was named new Manager. I think Robbie will do great, but I liked Mattie here and it kinda feels weird without him here. I hate that I haven't even heard from him since Wednesday of last week. Wonder if Matt will ever come over anymore I wish he would come hangout with me a little. Anyways my chats have been going great been getting along with all the members well except there is always a few that like to start something its like that everywhere you go I guess. I am still excited about Ben arriving the 11th its going to finally be a full house. More things to do here with more people in the house and not just like 2 because of Robbie's other job.
I have had a pretty good week since it started with the new app being here and me not being alone all day. Playing games and talking having fun its been great.I have gotten to know Matt and he is awesome he is fun to be around and knows how to have a good time. I hope Matt gets to stay here and becomes a new CBL Boy that would be awesome if that happened.
We had a fun day Thursday while everyone was here. We played games and did pod cast. Jinz made breakfest even though it was lunch time. Later me got liquor and had a few drinks before they had to leave. Me, Matt, and Jay hung out the most I love Jay he is really cool and nice I hope he comes down more often.Well after Zac and the others left it got quiet fast lol. I wish they would come down more often. But I have felt kinda down lately for some reason I don't know exactly what its is maybe i miss my ex that I left in NYC . I feel lonely even though i am surrounded by friends sometimes. Its just hard coming from the life I have had.
So on to the weekend of this week it was pretty boring for the most part. I had fun with Robbie and Matt had a few drinks Saturday and hung out. Sunday was a bit more interesting then past Sundays. We had a drink or too played games and decided to go to bed. Later Me and Matt ended up in bed together and did well you. It was nice, but I am feeling horrible about the whole thing its eating me up inside of what we did. I broke rules and I am usually the one who follow a rules really well. Zac wasn't to upset about which is good cause I thought he would be. It hasn't been to awkward afterward which is another plus I would hate it to ruin any of our relationships here.Its going to be a weird and different week this week I might not be my fun happy go lucky self we will see.

My Busy Week

Ok lets see my first blog was pretty laid back cause of only being here for a short time. Now that i have been here more I can write more about my life in CBL. So lets start with what I have been doing this week. I spent the week actually getting settled in as the new cbl boy which is alot of fun love it here. I started my seasons of Buffy with Robbie and Desperate Housewives with Mattie. I got Mattie Hooked on it. LOL
I have been going swimming more and more which is nice, but I don't like swimming alone so I don't stay in it long. I am waiting for Ben the other new CBL boy coming Aug. 11th so I wont be alone in the House all day when cricket leaves Robbie's at work and Mattie is not here. I been a little down lately since I found out my Grandmother was in the hospital but she is fine from what i have heard. This week as been tiring has hell.
Wednesday I was off of chat and the Tampa house went to Orlando for some fun. We got ready here and when we got there we went to Pulse for a fun night of dancing and drinking. While we were there I got into a dance off twice I won both times cause I am just that good haha. I was so tired by the time we left. I had lots of fun there. I actually saw someone that i was friends with in NYC that has moved here as well which totally shocked me.
We went home after the club got showers and ate food. I didn't know I would be staying up all nigh with no sleep just to go play Paintball in the 100 degree heat. I got to meet 3 new friends that I really had fun with. Paintball was AMAZING it was so much fun to do and i wouldn't mid doing it again. I passed out after I got back to Tampa. LOL I have cooked the last 2 nights I love cooking its fun for me. But hmm that about sums up my week for the most part see u guys next week.

I have arrived.

Well lets see this is my first written Diary and I am going to try and make it as good as I possibly can. Okay so my week as been very eventful and busy since the day I left CBL for my app week. First let me tell you how that went since I didn't get to do this the first time I was here. I got here last Tuesday around 4 got to me Ben the other app that was leaving. I hung out and chatted with everyone til it was time for my first chat which went really well I might add. after all that We went out for a fun night on the town and it was okay for the most part. the other days were kinda slow and boring seeing how Robbie worked and Cricket isn't as social as most it was just my and Mattie hanging out. Saturday came and it was time for me to leave and I really didn't want to but did. hats kinda how my first week of being a app went.
Sunday the day after I got back I went out and got totally mashed at PH saw bunches of poeple I know and actually talk to. I left the club around 2 and drove back to my friends house and drank a little more. I finally passed out around 5 and was woke up by Mattie calling me telling me to bring all my stuff Thursday I had been excepted. So after resting all day MOnday I had to start getting things ready to leave Thursday. I went shopping for all my must haves like Body wash and Shampoo things of that nature. Wednesday I started packing everything up and having it ready to leave Thursday. Finally Thursday came and I loaded up and headed out to CBL got here around 2. No one was here to greet me at all how rude is that. LOL
Well my first few days as a real CBL boy were fun and entertaining. Robbie bought me a dozen roses and my first bottle of Cotton Candy Vodka. Which we started drinking Thursday night. We ended up playing naked Twister and Wrestling each other naked. Robbie stopped at 7 shots Mattie cheated and took 2 water shots and just 3 Vodka shots which made me end up taking 12 shots. I was drunker than holy hell ended up passes out on the sofa and puking all over myself. I woke up with not to bad a hangover but it was still horrible. I laid around all day Friday because of the drinking I had just did. LOL
Well the last 2 days Saturday and Sunday have been a little more entertaining. I had to start my first half of my photo shoot Saturday. Now I started it at Sam's Club how weird is that but it was funny. After that came how played ps3 a little then it was chat time at 6 by the time i was done with my chat Robbie had made dinner which was so good. Sunday came up quick and I had to get up and do all my cleaning and then finish my photo shoot. Doing my other half of the shoot was so awkward. Posing for Mattie naked not something I like doing haha. So after that I was free to do whatever I wanted after I had done my video Diary that is. Well I hope I did this right this was my first written diary hope you enjoy.